Tuesday, October 30, 2012

सहवास


तो चंद्र काही बदलेला नाही
पण त्याचा प्रकाश मात्र बदलला आहे
मायेने कुर्वळणारा त्याचा सहवास
आज एक भकास उजेड बनून उरला आहे

तो उत्साह तो आनंद 
तो सगळा आज मवळला आहे
आणि तो चंद्र केवळ
एक प्रतिमा होऊन राहिला आहे

केवळ तू नाहीस म्हणून
अर्थ सगळा संपला आहे
आणि डोळ्यातला अश्रू  देखील 
डोळ्यातच थीजला आहे

तुझ्या नसण्याचा आभास
क्षणा क्षणावर ठसला आहे
पण तरीही तुझा सहवास
पादो पदी वसला आहे

 ह्या दुविधा मनस्थितित
जिव पार अडकला आहे
तुझ्या नसण्याचा अर्थ 
आज मला उमजला आहे

Monday, October 15, 2012

A Co-passenger’s Musings on Addicts


A city that relies on opium for its survival
For some the actual drug
Criticised and condemned
While for most the forms more subtle
Maybe more prone to danger
Sleep that closes oneself to reality
And perhaps generates dreams
That define what is not
For others music or books
That give rise to the subtle feeling of empathy
Or then create worlds that serve as a point of escape
Else, talks or messages to fill the time
Defining at times a sense of duty
At others a meaningful meaninglessness
Its structure unknown till it evolves
Or that rare writing
An attempt to capture a moment
That one hopes the other would understand
Or a refuge into the world of one’s profession
That offers a much needed identity
Being polar opposites of lived experience
Compulsive chatting with friends
Trying to catch up
And make oneself heard
Or with complete strangers
To just fill the time
Or then gleefully eavesdropping
And trying to make sense
Of the lives of others
While that of the self
Flits by unattended
Others looking out dispassionately
As the mundane sights of the city pass by
Either with a blind eye
Or a thought to one’s position in the scheme of things
And those others lost in thoughts
Disconnected and aptly representative
Of a complete and disinterested letting go
And then the two most common
And yet strikingly different
Religion that pushes the care onto someone else
In a blind faith real or sought
And newspapers that give an expose´ of reality
With the unstated power to criticise or pity
Giving a false sense of control
Of a world to which one belongs
Though a world not of one’s making
And like an addict
Whose other world fades
A sudden coming back to the moment and its realities
Into which they assimilate
Pretending that the other world did not exist